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Headstones Of Dying Flowers [PART1]

Yes it hurt, Yet at the same time it didn't mater.
I was so broken before and now I'm totaled.
I was so lost in emotion no one should feel.
And the smell of flowers now turn my stomach, I cant describe my hate for such an inanimate object.
To Love, Ha! Just a curse in which I have been freed of.
I smile at the dying flowers because soon they'll be gone.
Every moment with her shines only through a scar, That could easily be covered by a sleeve.
Is it her I despise or is it I? A question I no longer need to presue.
I've buried all the flowers and the hate still remains.

Poem11

Ode To The Beautiful Flowers

There she was, across the room twittling with her hair, some shade of blue or purple.
I walked near her and tapped her on her shoulder.
She turns around swifly and smiles, "You startled me" she says with a nurvous laugh.
I introduce my self, she says her name, I cant recall, it was some kind of flower.
She always makes me think of flowers, So beautiful and delicate.
I remember the first kiss, I was so inlove.
I found myself in a daze, poundering and waiting for the next time I see her.
Obsession? No, 'twas the feeling of passion, a passion I have not felt before, hope.
I have been in love many times, yet I have never felt so saticified.
She was perfect for me.
My Beautiful Flower.

POEM 2

Poem10

The Story Of A Sad Man: The endless gloom. [POEM1]

The sadman sits all alone, as gohstly tears curcle him. His house so cold that everything seems frozen in time. The sad man lights a smoke, too weak to hold on, the stick falls to the ground, the embers burn out immediatly on impact. The sad man withers in a deep depression.His son haunts him daily, for each week the sad man has to remind the son of the inccodent that lead to his death. Such guilt for any one to carry, the sad man falls deeper into missery. The blood of his son on his hands. The sad man only finds one way to end all of this, and that is to end himself.

The Diary Of A RivetHead: Industrial 2

I'm currently making a Podcast that would include various industrial artist. Also I am taking the librity to help out a few band (street teams, banners, other ways of promotion). It seems as if electronic music has been on a rise lately and I think its time for all of us industrialist and rivitheads to band to gether and start making Industrial know. I know its know, but lots of others dont. I say get out you gasmask and resporators, mob the streets and let the world know of industrial. Grab a Fucking can of sprey paint and tag up your favorite band on the sides churches, schools and firedepartment (try not getting cought). Go to clubs and have them throw on your favorite Combichrist album. Get stupid!

The industrial rising is now! Machines and rythem, stop the fucking world. Show everyone who you are and what you are. Support you local industrial sceen as best as you can! Why stop there? Tell everyone about industrial music, your mom, your sister, your friends, some random fuck on a bus. Let it be know! industrial is everywhere. Industrial is everything. Industrial is life. Make it happen. We have the power!

Long live industrial!

Fuzzy Machine Reconization: [Ano]-Wrex-iYa

2005 was the release of [Ano]-Wrex-iYa's debut ep, their style has been influenced by many different acts in the industrial scene along with a few other electronic artist. [Ano]-Wrex-iYa was previously known as Enchantica but soon changed their name when the band decided to split and go separate ways.

When I first got into [Ano]-Wrex-iYa I was amazed. I couldn't really understand why they stood out amongst the rest of the artist but they definitely became a part of my everyday play list for a few months (which is along time for me). It was sometime in early February of 2010 when I came across the album "Audio Vomit". I would say that if you where looking for any kind of musical inspiration for industrial music this band would be a wonderful exception.

Album Reviews: "Audio Vomit".

The Diary Of A RivitHead: Industrial 1

Industrial has so many diffent syles that it is no longer a sub genre like it was when it started. if you look it up it was a combination of electronic and punk from the 70's and slowly got darker and more electronic. Alot of people are starting to think of industrial as any kind of rock with alittle bit of electronics, which is not the case. Much like punk, industrial is more of a lifestyle then it is a music style. If your goal is industrial, if your life is industrial then you are industrial. Industrial artist thrive for this feeling in their songs, and thats what makes it in their music. There are even bands who make acustics industrial, without any sign of electronics. Like most music, its all about what you put into it, musicly and spiritually. So if you live the life, you you feel like this is you and its not just some kind of phase or a "whats in" moment. If your life is industrial, and you can feel it deep from with in, then industrial you shall be. Live your life, long live industrial.

Fuzzy Machine Reconization: Combichrist

Combichrist was introduced to me by a friend of mine around 2005. She told me I really need to check out this band. I was in awe. I never heard this aggresive sdie of LaPlegua, I was use to his Icon Of Coil project. I think my first song I heard from them was Enjoy The Abuse and This Shit Will Fuck You Up off of "Everybody Hates You". I then decided to go out of my way and find more albums. The first album I really got into (as a complete album), and its my favorite one so far "The Joy Of Guns".

Originally the band know as DRIVE, was Andy LaPlegua's powernoise/aggro band, but he soon changed the name to Combichrist around 2003. Combichrist (as many people know), has became a huge hit for all industrialist. They are deffenetly an essential band for all whom are entering the industrial world of music.

Combichrist has released 5 albums, 8 Eps, and numorous colpilations.

So like I was saying before, If you haven't listend to them, then by all means do so. Although I personally find LaPlegua's volcals to decend the last few albums (he lost his agressiveness), Combichrist still lives the life and music of industrial.

Album Reviews: "Today We Are All Demons"
Diary Entries: First Step, More Industrial, Step 4/FML.

Fuzzy Machine Reconization: Apoptygma Berzerk

It was maybe 4 years ago when I finally heard about these guys from an online acquaintance. I was aking her for some darkwave musicians and she kind of told me of the few artist that she listend to (she wasn't familure with alot of sub-genres). So I gave them a listen and I didn't like them at first, it sounded too happy and I just started discovering darkwave music so I wasn't in an upbeat mood. I kept the songs I had because I knew that somethings grow on me. One day I decided why not give them a listen and I started really enjoying it. I aslo relized that they where a bit darker then I when first listend. Soon after I was listening and finding more bands like them with synthpop mixed into their futurepop sound, I couldn't really compair them to other bands.

Apoptygma Berzerk started in 1989 by the members Stephan Groth and Jon Erik Martinsen. APOP came from Norway. Fredrikstad, Norway to be exact. They only recored a few demos and then Martinsen left the band because he was unhappy with the path the band was taking.

They've released 6 studio albums, 3 live albums, 2 dvd's, 14 singles and have been put on numorous compilation.

The band has had many members come in and out from it and only one still remains, Stephan Groth, The lead vocalist (he also does the programing and everything else in the studio).

My favorite album from them is "7" which was releast in 1996, Favorite song is Non-Stop Violence

Alubum Reviews: "Sonic Diary" "You And Me Against The World"