[p.1] Madness pt.2~
So I awake. Hole in my shirt still sizzling, clove on my skin still burning, its pain not even an issue. Becuase inside I feel discusted. Descusted with anger,descusted with rage. I am descusted with me!
My body aches. My head, it aches. And my stomache seems twisted. I run to the nearest toilet and cannoy make it so I puke in a shower. With little to nothing in my stomache, all that comes up is a river of stomache acid, burning its way up my throught and ouy my nose and mouth.
Only one thought in my head, the same thought that always remains. I am a failure.
I cant finish myself, I cant finish anything. I am useless, a waste, scum, nothing.
I've bleed for nothing. I've cried for nothing. And I will always be not...
About Me
- Fuzzy Machine
- My name is Dion Williams (A.K.A. Fuzzy Machine). I find my self kindled by the fashion, music and life style of the average industrialist. I leaned onto this life style, just to give it a peak and I found my self being swallowed whole. I know this is where I belong. And I know this is where I'll stay. So that I am, amongst the many, just another RivitHead.
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