Madness pt.1~
With a couple handfuls of this, and a few more tabs of that I know it will kill the pain. It has to. It leaves some kind of tingle throughout my body, making a smile smear across my face. At least I don’t have to fake this happyness. It’s only a temporary madness.
To ease myself with a sweet, sweet clove, burning my lungs, how it sparks from the drag, releasing its stream of toxins into the world. And form my lips forms a cloud. And I watch the clouds form on to my bedroom ceiling. Quickly the clouds turn into the sea, drowning me in a dream like suicide.
I try not to panic, I can no longer mover, complete numbness. How I've waited for my day. And now the day has arrived. I've waited so long to be this happy, for this is my end! So I say to my friends do not cry for me. And I say to my family, do not shed a tear, I am finally happy. In a cruel world I find a way to be free.
And then the happiness skewers away. Realizing this was a mistake. Realizing that I'll soon awake.
And everything will be the same. I still feel the pain. I still remain in shame.
I am a failure.[p.2]
About Me
- Fuzzy Machine
- My name is Dion Williams (A.K.A. Fuzzy Machine). I find my self kindled by the fashion, music and life style of the average industrialist. I leaned onto this life style, just to give it a peak and I found my self being swallowed whole. I know this is where I belong. And I know this is where I'll stay. So that I am, amongst the many, just another RivitHead.
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